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| 05.14.06 (8:28 pm) [edit] |
Yeah honestly, people SUCK! now half the people at school are saying i act like Alex speedie... so what if i have? i mean, who's buisness is it of theirs what i do and who influences how i act?? I happen to love speedie to death and i'd die for him, so what if i start to act a bit like him?
right now speedie is the only sane person that i know, and he's one of the very few people i care about....
so if any of you fucking cedarberries are reading this: Fuck You.
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| damn.... |
| 05.02.06 (8:52 pm) [edit] |
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suicide... god doesn't that sound beautiful right now? i'm an inch away from it, andmy friends dont even give a shit.... i've lost 6 to suicide now and i almost lost one in march......but i dont care. my life s going down the drain and i dont even care nymore..... i just dont care... i'm cutting... on my leg again... because people seem to fucking notice my wrists... so life sucks and my legs hurt... oh well...
i wish i knew that somebody cared aboiut me.... especially the one person i love... the one guy that i love..... the one guy i've ever trusted.... god... but he doesn't like me the way i love him.... he can sing, dance, and he's drop dead gorgeous. plus he's really smart... but there you go....
you know who you are...
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| more fucking poetry |
| 03.11.06 (7:57 pm) [edit] |
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CONTROL:
Suffocate my screams.
Show me the way,
I wanted to follow your voice.
You lead me down a dead end.
Show me suffocation,
Running through my veins.
Show me determination,
Its the only way.
Screaming sorrow,
Please release my hand now,
And let me breathe my last breath.
In peace and quite.
Away from the chaos of life.
Save my sanity.
Im fucking sick of fearing your voice.
Im so sick of running down that dead end path.
Because i know youll catch me.
I try to run and hide.
But theres nowhere to lurk.
Im dying.
ESCAPE THROUGH DEATH:
Drown in your pool of anguish and sorrow,
Convince yourself that there will be no brighter tomorrow.
Use other people as an excuse,
Blame them for your pathetic self-abuse
Tell yourself that this world holds no place for you,
That you’re a true outcast, one of the few.
Go through each day hoping you’ll die,
Never once did you give life a fucking try.
Shut out friends and family from your life,
You believe they are the cause of all your strife.
Tell them you are going to end it all tonight,
Just to deliver them a bit of fright.
After some though, you decide it’s the perfect night to die,
It’s a full moon, and under it you will eternally lie.
Take a knife from your drawer,
A strike to your heart because it is so sore.
Raise the knife that is your escape from this world,
Thrust it in, and watch the blood unfurl.
No regrets, you assure yourself in your head,
You’ve finally gotten what you’ve wanted from the beginning.
To just be dead.
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| Vampires... |
| 03.09.06 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
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The Rising:
Moonlight-silvered grass and flowers,
carven stones stood row on row.
Bells nearby hung in their tower,
silent since no one was there.
Turn your eyes upon that mound; new, for nothing yet will grow.
Movement now from underground;
watch from nearer if you dare...
What is rising in the graveyard,
coming up from down below?
should the church have set a guard?
could a guard have kept it there?
Submission:
Your moist, warm breath upon my skin igniges a pulsing flame within.
Words can't describe the burn i feel.
My world is false, but you are real.
One lasting taste, one final kiss
will leave me in eternal bliss.
You know your power over me,
so why prolong my misery?
I can't withstand your deadly lure.
My life is yours, of that I'm sure.
So when you scoose to seal my fate,
it'll be worth the gruelling wait.
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| 03.08.06 (9:01 pm) [edit] |
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suck....
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| hi |
| 03.04.06 (4:05 pm) [edit] |
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Hi i'm new here, fun fun... oooook...
so what's the point of this again??
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